
We are currently a few weeks shy of walking into a brand new year. Some of us are so ready for a new year which to us means a fresh start, others of us wish we had more time in this year. I still cannot believe that 2025 is on its way out and no matter what, I can’t stop it. No matter how I feel like I’m unready for a new year, the truth is, it is still coming and I might as well embrace it. As I look over 2025 and think of all the things I didn’t get to do that I had planned. I think about where I wanted to be, heading into 2026 and I’m definitely not there. Then I remember, God has given me the privilege of life. I began to think of his faithfulness throughout this year. I think of how I didn’t know how I would have survived some of the things I walked through but God made a way where there was absolutely no other way. I think of all the times I cried out to him and he answered me. Sometimes it was a peace-filled stillness that washed over my racing mind. Sometimes it was the quiet solace that I felt as my sobs softened and turned into tears racing down my face. It was like I knew he was there meeting me right where I was. God wasn’t judging where he found me but he was rushing in like a concerned father for his daughter in distress. I know that can be difficult for daughters who didn’t have a good relationship with their earthly fathers to receive. I still struggle with believing that our Heavenly Father just loves the beauty of me and that he wants to sit with me in my pain. Not only will he sit with me in it, but he will also heal me when I’m willing to lay it at his feet. Anyway, back to the new year. Sometimes as the new year approaches so does fear and anxiety for what it might hold, especially when our world right now feels as if it has been flipped upside down and turned inside out. Our country feels so unstable right now. It is difficult to tell from day to day how our country will lean. We show snippets of unity and then we see so much hate speech being plastered all over social media. A new year just feels heavy, if I’m being totally honest. It’s all the unknowns with our government. It’s all the things happening in our nation. All the disunity amongst us and the disagreements about things so small that have been magnified to be so big. It’s the prices of so many things skyrocketing and wondering how we will survive if it continues. It’s the news stories of senseless murders, bombings, kidnappings, and abuse of our most vulnerable innocent precious children at the hands of their own parents. It’s all of these things and more. The thing I will never understand is the tactics of ICE against immigrants, not ever but, I just keep asking God to be near. Be close to those who are walking through the trauma of being separated from those they deeply love. We can all talk about them being illegal but we refuse to look at the system that takes so long for them to navigate when fleeing a country looking for safety. Some moms have given their children away, just to get them to America and give them a better life, or to give them a chance at life. All of these things are heavy on my heart as I look our new year in the face. I’m trying my best to rest in the truth that I know. The truth is Jesus is the one who holds my future. Jesus is the one who holds this world. Jesus is the one who brings life out of dead situations. Jesus is the only one who restores, redeems, and sets free. Jesus is the light, THE only light in darkness.

I felt so drawn to this image. It appears that the little bloom is happening despite the circumstances of where it has been planted. I hope you will make the discovery that YOU can bloom wherever you are planted as well. You can thrive wherever you are. It does not have to be perfect because you belong to a perfect Saviour. There are so many beautiful names for Jesus but one that I hold dear to me is Emmanuel meaning God with us. Right this very moment he is with you. As you look at a new year in the face just know that you are not alone. The same God who split the Red Sea, healed the sick, raised the dead, opened blind eyes, and created every fiber of your being, is with you.





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